Happy new year 2011!

Had a great time with darling and friends coundown to 2011! Happy new year to everyone who I know! (:

It was our first time spending our first Christmas’s and New year’s eve together, and it shall always be the most memorable day as long as we’re together. On the other hand, sadly, I simply have to work on both Christmas and New year!!!!!wtf!!!!!

We were quarreling on some issues and partially got to do with me being too emotional and Insensible, saying things that I should had not say it but thankfully we’re both fine now! haha… My darling teared just now!! To be honest, I’m attracted to your pair of seductive eyes when i see your tears rolled down your cheek, at the same time, I felt sad and guilty as well.): I did wrong to make you feel sad and make you feel so hurt on the first day of New year, I’m really sorry darling!): But I truly know that our relationship wont turn any sour but it will get better and better each day! Cuz you’re simply the best BF! AND we cherished and care for each others very much! (:

Darling I’m know my mistakes and i do hope that you will get to see my changes and I hope I’ll never make you feel this way again, cuz it’s really heartbreaking to see you tearing in front of me, I felt really touched by your actions and I know I you’re the one who I wanna live with forever! (: I love you!!!!!

TODAY IS MY BELOVED DARLING'S BIRTHDAY!!!

The BBQ just ended yesterday, it was quite successfully done I guess despite over some unpleasant comments being made by my friend but still, they’re no longer matter to me anymore because I know my BF is the best to me!! (:

Honestly speaking, I was so excited about the BBQ solely because it was my first REAL boyfriend!!! There’s many little things which I really felt very special and different compared to all the past lousy relationships i ever had! I felt like I’m a little fortunate girl being doted and blessed to have such a wonderful bf! Love you!!!(:

It was my first time getting a comforter and a pillow for my bf as his’s birthday gift, and i know he likes the present that i bought for him cuz we went out to buy together! hahaha!!! cool right darling?? lol. Strictly speaking I met almost all his’s friends and relatives, these are the things which makes me feel proud of myself thou is kinda weird but I WILL STILL REMAIN TO FEEL IT THIS WAY and the reason being because I had never have a chance last time to feel it this way but now I do!!! Thank you DARLING!!!(:

Right now, I’m looking forwards to our first bangkok trip together!!! freaking excited!! yea yea yea!! Darling you’re the best and you’re the only one in my heart! so dont worry about anything else alright! I’ll standby you whenever you need me!!! I love you!(:

Byebye i’m gonna play my sims3 now.

Harlow!

Harlow Reiko Tay is here!

There are many little things which i wanna blog about! 6 more days and YES WE’re gonna be 3 months officially together!(:

A few things occurred in August, first of all, I’m gonna start my new job very soon, the name of my work place is called ‘The studio’ & ‘Future stage’-those are my favorites working environment. I’m gonna start off as a part-timer, earning like $50/per day for the first 1-2 months. Although the salary wasn’t really that attractive to me BUT, it’s a great start for me to achieve the goal in my life. (: Secondly, I’m helping out darling to pack his stuff because he’s moving house to Palm Gardens. For the past 3 months, we’ve been seeing each others every single day, and I’m not sick of seeing him everyday!!! AND HE’S TOO, I KNOW!!!(:

I assumed that his’s mom has already accepted me for who i am, but still, there’s some doubts in me which unable for me to assure of the situation now. Let’s hope things get better along the way, BUT one thing I’m assure, “MY DARLING LOVE ME very much!!! (:

Ha ha ha..DEVLIN MOHYONG(:

This special entry is only for my special darling’s DEVLIN to read. But i’m not gonna tell him that i’m back to gossip about him, even though he has been grumbling about why didnt I blog about him nowadays! Let’s him find out himself. hee hee hee.(:

Day passes fast, I’ve known him for 2 months 4 days. My feelings are getting stronger and stronger each day! And I’ve became his official Gf on the 12 of AUG!!! HOO-RAY!!! To be honest, I’ve never expected that good thing will fall on me. For the past 2 months,we’ve been meeting up every single day, I can truly feels his love and care for me, he dotes me and take good care of me! We’ve done many many things together, one thing that i will never forget is how he celebrated my birthday for me!! The best birthday gift I had ever received!(:

He’s soft, he’s gentle, he’s nice and he’s great! If anybody were to ask me to describe my bf, I will definitely say ” MY BF IS THE BEST!” I simply like the way we’re now, I really hope we can maintain for long in this relationship.

He had never scolded me before, he had never shouted or yelled at me before. He’s always 24/7 nice. From the start, I’m really scare that he’s only crushed on me not anything else more than that. I appreciated everything that he had done for me, nth much for me to complain or to rant about. Hope everything can goes smoothly for us and hoping that you will be the guy that i’m gonna married to.

I’m waiting for the days to arrive and i will be proud to tell everyones that, ” we’re so loving not because we’re in our honeymoon period, BUT, because we do know how to cherish and love each others.” (:

I love devlin mohyong. (: 12 of august 2010.

I love my DADDY AND MUMMY!!!!!

Daddy ,I'm sincerely sorry. I will not commit the same mistake again.

I'm sorry for making u upset over me,i'm sorry that i'm not mature enough to think.

But,You're always my best Daddy!!!

Ever since when i was born out into this world, my daddy is someone whom i respected the most. And no matter what i do,he will always stood by me,comfort me,listening to my grumbles and he has never complain.Instead he will use a very nice way to tell me and make me understand. I remembered very clearly that whenever when we're on our way home,he will piggy me up the stairs till we reaches our doorstep.That's my daddy! Whenever i make any decision,he will be the first one to stand by me and give me his fullest support.

This time round i have really disappoint him and let him down.sorry dad. I promise u that i will change and never let u down anymore. Have faith in me and i will do u proud.Please mark my words.(:

Reality is the certainty.

Just back from the Bbq.It’s was really a hilarious night and it has been a long while ever since we girls enjoyed so much despite of all unpleasant things. Guess everyone enjoyed themselves,but most importantly,the main role is still my dearest sis.(:

In life there’s always up and down.I believed that everyone of us would have lots of doubt in our mind,issues and questions that we grapple with,from married to having children to aging to death.Ever since the very first day you were born to this world,what actually changes the whole you,and why is there such changes made? Of course anyone of us could have something to say,something to comment on. But there still seemed to be no clear answer.

The very first thing when u open up your eyes in the morning,you know you have a list of things awaiting for you to do.Its sound as if we’re half-asleep,doing things we automatically think we have to do.Our life is just a list of events we had to get through.One step at the time until the last thing on the list was crossed off. Living in this pragmatic world becomes a basic routines of what people usually does.It’s an never ending cycle.Could just anyone speed down their steps,inhale a deep breathe,take a good look at our surrounding and cherish the people around us and you will realized that you’d actually missed out lots of good thing.Literally,you will find the true joys of living.

As we live on,you can actually be more involved in your life and that despite the pain we had surrounded us.I assumed that everyone in this world included me,we live for sake of love,ain’t it?

Alright,that’s for all. Goodnight.

you’re the one that taught me everything,

you’re the one that makes me feel what’s love all about,

you’re the one that i know i’ll be safe and sound,

And you’re the one that makes me smile.

The blissfulness

I'm feeling so exhausted.-6th dec,auspicious date.

A rather busy month for me i can say.There were so many couples getting married this month.From what I've encountered so far, isn't marriage supposedly to be a joyful occasion,a decision that make an impact throughout your whole life.But it can also be a meaningless and worthless marriage. Out of curiosity,part of me i would wish to know how many people in this world will really treat it so preciously? And why is there a huge increases of people filing for divorces?